I haven’t posted on here in awhile other than my last little thing. I just don’t know what to do rn, I feel so lost. I feel like the most important person in my life is slipping out of my fingers and I know it’s my fault. I’m too pushy/crazy/paranoid to let him just live life. I’m so afraid of loosing him that everything I do just pushes him away more and more everyday.
I don’t have anyone to talk to about this, so it’s just festering inside of me and eating me alive as my thoughts take over and always make me think the worst is happening. I can’t talk to my mom, my sisters hate me, and I feel like my 1 friend already hears enough and I don’t wanna be that girl always talking about it to her.
I just don’t know what to do and I feel like I’m loosing the love of my life and I honestly don’t think I’m same enough to endure that kind of pain. Help.
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Broadcast Awards at JEA in Boston. Zac placed Superior in Broadcast Commercial/ PSA. I placed Excellent in On-Air Reporter. And Preston placed Honorable Mention in Short Documentary! So proud of the AHS journalism for all the awards y’all brought home! (at Hynes Convention Center)
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